Sunday, September 14, 2008

IMPERFECTIONIST.

I"M NOT A PERFECT DAUGHTER.

Thats why I disobey my Mom and Dad all the time. IM A TEENAGER, I WILL PARTY, WILL GO SHOPPING WHENEVER I WANT TO, WILL SPEND HALF DAY WITH MY GIRLFRIENDS, WILL HAVE FUN, DAMN SO MUCH FUN. But that won't make me A REBEL. I will still go home the same house and will still listen and follow most of their orders. I may be really a SPOILED BRAT daughter, but this is me, whether you like it or not, whether I like it or not, THIS IS ME. Yeah, Im fucking disappointed to myself. I KNOW, I'VE BEEN A FUCKING LOKO LOKO EVRSINCE when it comes to them. I make takas whenever I feel to, I always lie when its time to go home but then I dont want to. NASANAY NA KASI, kaya i don't know how to change, I DONT KNOW HOW TO FIX MYSELF ANYMORE. But despite all of that, I still love them. I love Dad and Mom SO MUCH. I will do everything to make them proud of me. To be successful someday and repay them with a better life, to give them everything they deserves. But I know anything I give them will never be enough to repay everything they had given me. LOVE, CARE, EVERYTHING.

I'M NOT A PERFECT SIBLING.

Thats why I quarrel with my Sister, ALL THE TIME. I answer back all the time, most of the time NOT IN A NICE MANNER. I always sneak her stuffs out with me, tops, bottoms, shoes, blablahs and EVEN BRA'S. I dont want to ask permissions, coz even if I did, she won't let me. But despite all of her wickednesses, when her time comes (to borrow my stuffs), I CAN'T BE SELFISH. I always say "OO, SIGE, OKAY LANG". But despite all of that, we still have the thing. I STILL PARTY WITH THEM "BIGFISH MOMENTS", STILL GOING OUT WITH THEM, BCOZ I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS. Though I am really a bad kapatid, you guys all know that there still something GOOD IN ME DIBA DIBA DIBA? *wink*

YES DUDES, IM IMPERFECT. WE ARE. WHO'S PERFECT? NOBODY'S PERFECT. YOU? YOU TOO ARE NOT PERFECT, YOU KNOW THAT. WE ARE ALL IMPERFECT. BUT WE KNOW THERE IS ONE WHOSE PERFECT, THE ONE UP THERE. WE KNOW THAT HE IS ONLY THE ONE, AND WILL BE THE ONLY ONE.

IT'S TIME TO BURST THE GOOD SIDE IN ME, THROW THE BAD HELL OUT.

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